Nervous!

So pretty much..
Im nervous for school.
Yah I don't know why..because usually I nerver get nervous for anything!
I have no problem talking infront of large crowds, or doing dance numbers during competition (I am a dancer), or skating a solo (yes..I am a skater).
But right now I am nervous for my first day of school.
YIKES.
Its my first year of university and I am kind of freaking out.
I barely know anyone who goes to my school (and by anyone I mean like three people who are mere acquaintences).
Im scared for classes and being dumb and not knowing how to write an essay.
I am stressed about having enough money for it all, after the invoices and the books I gotta pay for the car and gas,books, a laptop, and any extras.
I hope that boyfriend and I can take the stretch, and manage this next step together. Its not really long distance because we are both staying at home, but we are going to different schools and are moving forward in our lives.
Im gonna change, and I hope its for the better. I don't want to deviate too far from who I am.
I am SO nervous.
....
but I am also excited.
Excited to meet new people and make new friends...
have amazing fun experiences and learn new things.
Transform into a self assured young woman who knows what she wants to do and knows what her career in life is going to be.

I am nervous and excited..
to discover me and what I will become.

Shopping I

Heyo, so I went out shopping and I thought I would snap shots of my 'outfits', which were not really outfits, just clothes i was trying on. lol

The pink dress I am loving, but did not buy :[ .

I loved the distressed mini, but did not buy. depressing.

I lurved the patterned top. AND I bought it! :]

the purple boostier tube top was kinda cute, but it did not fit in the...bosom area.

No Way Kanye

So apparently Kanye West thinks he will be the next King Of Pop.

One word:

Ha!

but I won't just leave it at that.
Kanya will never even touch the ground that Michaell Jackson has walked upon. He has not revolutionized $h!t. Michael changed the world, the industry, and music as we know it. He has the biggest grossing album of all time, with THE most chart toppers for the longest amount of time.
Name ONE number one Kanya had? Anything coming to mind?
Thats what I thought!!
MJ has a kind and compassionate soul whose humanity and generosity have reached all across the planet. He had creative songs and insane dance moves. Kanye only sings about Bro and Hos. Oh and Jesus Walks. Pchtt.!
How pathetic is it that he even tried to give himself the title of King of Pop, let alone The Next King of Pop.
Keep Dreaming Kanye!
Its something that is earned, and your fans tell you whether you are deserving of such a title.
MJ was and is a God. They really should call him the God of the music world. Kanye doesn't even deserve to stand in his shadow.
This really grinds my gears and I hope the world agrees with me.
There will never be another King of Pop, just like there will never be another King of Rock (elvis!).

NO ONE will ever replace Michael Jackson.

EVER.

get it through your thick egotistical skull that the only person who truly eats your bull and believes in your "greatness" is you, yourself, and you. (yah, not even your mom)

anyways, just had to rant about it.
I feel better now :]
please sound off how you feel about this issue!!

Demi Lovato Love

I am just loving Demi Lovato.

Not only is she an extremely talented singer, she is a decent actress as well. I am typically not a huge fan of singers becoming wannabe actors (and vice versa), but in her case it works.

Her new look is totally coveted. I love the dark hair with the pink lips. Love it. Her outfit is great too. It is quite the departure from her sunshine image circa the disney original series 'Sonny with a Chance' and movie 'Camp Rock'.

In her new single 'Here We Go Again' she rocks it in all black, [leather jacket and a dress cinched with a belt and fishnets with heels! Accessorizes with glam bangles and big rings and a big chunky necklace], with very dark hair, brows, and make up, paired with a lovely pink lip.

VERY GLAM ROCKER CHIC.

Do check out her video to see for yourself!

I guess it would be her personal style shining through, as she has favoured a darker look in the past.

I would love to be able to copy her look, but my light coloured eyes cannot take dark make up very well under almost any circumstance. As for the pink lipstick, probably not. But props to her! It would be cool to see someone else cop this look for themselves. :]

And I would also like to see someone else with fair skin and light coloured eyes create a dark and smoky make-up look, as it is seeming to be a near impossible feat for me!!

I Scream Ice Cream

I Scream You Scream We All Scream For Ice Cream!!

Me and the fam went out for Dairy Queen last night. Yum. Brownie Batter Blizzard, ah thank you.

Thought I would give ya'll an outfit post. Here you go lovelies!

shirt: white long sleeve with see through skulls on sleeves. borrowed.

shorts: pink, seduction brand. like 5 dollars at a sale.

shoes: walmart... 3 $ !!

CANADAS NEXT TOP MODEL . . .

CANADAS NEXT TOP MODEL!!!!!!!!

Meaghan Waller Cycle 3 Winner \/ Judges: Jay Manuel (host), Mike Ruiz (hawtttt! photographer), Yasmine Warsame(supermodel), Nole Marin (creative director).

So Meaghan Waller won the show, Lynsay came in second and Nikita third. I would have to say each has a unique look, but of the top three Lynsay was the one who was not as versatile as the other two. Don't get me wrong, I love her, but she doesnt have a dual look. Meaghan and Nikita can both pull off commercial and high fashion.

One model who really made an impression was Maryam, who was at a disadvantage (her fault) because she did not have a passport. I think if she had, she may have won it all, had she gone to the go sees at least.

This season was so awesome. The first two seasons were totally lame and definitely did not measure up to ANTM. Now there were cooler more creative shoots, they travelled (twice!), had go sees, a sweet fashion show (or a few), and prizes too. Oh and great judges. Did I mention Mike Ruiz. Smokin hot, deff a rival to Nigel Barker as hottest photographer. :)

Im so glad Meaghan won, as I totally can relate to her. She really has talent and passion, and also a unique look, which is essential to becoming a Top Model.

And I totally loved the Finale fashion shwo where the final two, Meaghan and Lynsay, stomped it out for the title in a uber couture show by The Blonds.

I cannot seem to find photos of it though so this is it for now!
Check out more footage and photos here!

Summertime

Oh summer is here
and then it isnt.
The weather here is so frustrating. Its beautiful for three days and then it pours and is overcast for the next four. Unpredictable. :(
I have yet to make it to the beach.....
But this Saturday is boyfriends Birthday bash! Sweet! There will be pictures, so keep looking for another post after this weekend!!!
Anyways
that was my quickie update, and an apology for not blogging (how cliche of me...lol)

xoxo
!