Sunday, August 30, 2009


So pretty much..
Im nervous for school.
Yah I don't know why..because usually I nerver get nervous for anything!
I have no problem talking infront of large crowds, or doing dance numbers during competition (I am a dancer), or skating a solo (yes..I am a skater).
But right now I am nervous for my first day of school.
Its my first year of university and I am kind of freaking out.
I barely know anyone who goes to my school (and by anyone I mean like three people who are mere acquaintences).
Im scared for classes and being dumb and not knowing how to write an essay.
I am stressed about having enough money for it all, after the invoices and the books I gotta pay for the car and gas,books, a laptop, and any extras.
I hope that boyfriend and I can take the stretch, and manage this next step together. Its not really long distance because we are both staying at home, but we are going to different schools and are moving forward in our lives.
Im gonna change, and I hope its for the better. I don't want to deviate too far from who I am.
I am SO nervous.
but I am also excited.
Excited to meet new people and make new friends...
have amazing fun experiences and learn new things.
Transform into a self assured young woman who knows what she wants to do and knows what her career in life is going to be.

I am nervous and excited..
to discover me and what I will become.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Shopping I

Heyo, so I went out shopping and I thought I would snap shots of my 'outfits', which were not really outfits, just clothes i was trying on. lol

The pink dress I am loving, but did not buy :[ .
I loved the distressed mini, but did not buy. depressing.
I lurved the patterned top. AND I bought it! :]
the purple boostier tube top was kinda cute, but it did not fit in the...bosom area.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

No Way Kanye

So apparently Kanye West thinks he will be the next King Of Pop.
One word:

but I won't just leave it at that.
Kanya will never even touch the ground that Michaell Jackson has walked upon. He has not revolutionized $h!t. Michael changed the world, the industry, and music as we know it. He has the biggest grossing album of all time, with THE most chart toppers for the longest amount of time.
Name ONE number one Kanya had? Anything coming to mind?
Thats what I thought!!
MJ has a kind and compassionate soul whose humanity and generosity have reached all across the planet. He had creative songs and insane dance moves. Kanye only sings about Bro and Hos. Oh and Jesus Walks. Pchtt.!
How pathetic is it that he even tried to give himself the title of King of Pop, let alone The Next King of Pop.
Keep Dreaming Kanye!
Its something that is earned, and your fans tell you whether you are deserving of such a title.
MJ was and is a God. They really should call him the God of the music world. Kanye doesn't even deserve to stand in his shadow.
This really grinds my gears and I hope the world agrees with me.
There will never be another King of Pop, just like there will never be another King of Rock (elvis!).

NO ONE will ever replace Michael Jackson.

get it through your thick egotistical skull that the only person who truly eats your bull and believes in your "greatness" is you, yourself, and you. (yah, not even your mom)

anyways, just had to rant about it.
I feel better now :]
please sound off how you feel about this issue!!